PERFECT.

wads perfect.nvr knew wad it meant in my life.accordin to my so called fucked up 'father' its:good grades.good boy.no girlfriend till 21.no eatin outside after trgs.go home straight after skl.no football aft skl.study 24/7.blah blah blah.basically wad ever he says is perfect.

well..if tts wad PERFECT means..den i rather not b perfect.ders alot mor shit that he thinks is perfect.i wana live my life my own way.i wana make my own bloody decisions.i dnt wana b 21 2 finally b able 2 make my own decisions.hu knows..21 might nvr come 4 me..

yesterday nite..i heard da best words in my life..dey are quoted by the asshole or my so called fucked up father:"FROM NOW ONWARDS!U ARE NO LONGER MY SON!DNT U EVER TOK 2 ME!NOW GET OUTTA MY FACE N GET LOST!".those were da words tt came out.in my heart,i felt so freakin happY!now since he asked me 2 get lost..ive got a good reason 2 go n live wit my grandparents!!WOOHOO!!of course..i still felt sad..rejection..bt i was 90% happy..10% sad..

now im tinkin of wen i wana move over to clementi..life der is nice..tho ders no com..no games or anitin..bt ive got wonderful grandparents,a great cousin n a wonderful auntie n uncle..i prefer my life der..i may not hav my own room..bt hu cares?i know i dont.

well..i guess tis is gona b da last time im gona blog in a very long time.hu noes tis may b da last time.

bt ill still b in this world.so ppl.vick,ismail..got ani DD matches..or goin da movies or anitin..juz call me..mayb if u all wana go WOODLAND MART can still call me..mayb ill still go der frm clementi :P..wahahahz!hmm..hu else..well mainly all my frens ar..anitin juz call or sms my fone..ill still hav it..

PERFECT.

wads perfect.nvr knew wad it meant in my life.accordin to my so called fucked up 'father' its:good grades.good boy.no girlfriend till 21.no eatin outside after trgs.go home straight after skl.no football aft skl.study 24/7.blah blah blah.basically wad ever he says is perfect.

well..if tts wad PERFECT means..den i rather not b perfect.ders alot mor shit that he thinks is perfect.i wana live my life my own way.i wana make my own bloody decisions.i dnt wana b 21 2 finally b able 2 make my own decisions.hu knows..21 might nvr come 4 me..

yesterday nite..i heard da best words in my life..dey are quoted by the asshole or my so called fucked up father:"FROM NOW ONWARDS!U ARE NO LONGER MY SON!DNT U EVER TOK 2 ME!NOW GET OUTTA MY FACE N GET LOST!".those were da words tt came out.in my heart,i felt so freakin happY!now since he asked me 2 get lost..ive got a good reason 2 go n live wit my grandparents!!WOOHOO!!of course..i still felt sad..rejection..bt i was 90% happy..10% sad..

now im tinkin of wen i wana move over to clementi..life der is nice..tho ders no com..no games or anitin..bt ive got wonderful grandparents,a great cousin n a wonderful auntie n uncle..i prefer my life der..i may not hav my own room..bt hu cares?i know i dont.

well..i guess tis is gona b da last time im gona blog in a very long time.hu noes tis may b da last time.

bt ill still b in this world.so ppl.vick,ismail..got ani DD matches..or goin da movies or anitin..juz call me..mayb if u all wana go WOODLAND MART can still call me..mayb ill still go der frm clementi :P..wahahahz!hmm..hu else..well mainly all my frens ar..anitin juz call or sms my fone..ill still hav it..